How can I put this? He wants to be Dirty Harry and blow shit up.
He just wants to shoot guns. He had a brain injury at age 4. He is now 21 and just like every other male, he wants to be cool and do the things he sees other men doing. He'll never carry or shoot without close supervision, but he'll enjoy it immensely and it will be something he can do with me. The tactile feedback...the kick, will be good for him. He needs sensory stimulation. He needs to do things that require motor skills and concentration. And, he needs to have fun. He has had and will always have a life full of frustration. He loves cars and can operate one, but can't read so he can't get a license. Frustration. He wants a girlfriend but is socially awkward. Frustration. He wants to be cool but people laugh at him.
He loves weapons though. He can look at any WWII tank and tell you "That is a Panzerkampfwagen Tiger II with the Porsche turret. Or look at an airplane and tell you all about it. So, I'll take him to gun ranges and let him shoot, learn gun safety, etc. and he'll feel a little bit normal.
Ps: He was a normal 4 year old when he got his pre-school vaccine. Within a few hours he lost all his words and didn't know who we were. He was diagnosed with vaccine-induced encephalopathy....aka permanent brain damage. Before that he was smart. He has a sister who is a OBGYN doctor, his older brother is a lawyer and his little sister is at college on scholarship. So, his life could have been very different. For the greater good of society, we the public aren't told that we are playing Russian Roulette with our children because vaccines kill children every day. Yes, they do a lot of good. But they also kill. That is a dirty secret the department of HHS doesn't want you to know.